so this is definitely my "crazy week".
-paper due tomorrow, and an geography exam
-accounting exam tues
-advertising exam thurs
needless to say school is consuming lots of my time lately, which i suppose it should be since this is my "job" right now, but it seems like a lot more then previous years. probably because its combined with my last year of college so i am trying to make the most of my relationships here too. please pray for balance with my time and school and friends.

possible thoughts for my post-college life...
1. IHOP--Kansas City
2. Bethel Church school of ministry, pastor Bill Johnson--Redding, CA
3. YWAM DTS--anywhere in the world
4. bham...job?

i am pretty confident that i am called into full time ministry. that might mean i am in the marketplace for a time, but i think long-term i'll be doing ministry of some kind, somewhere. and because that is what i am being called to do, i think it is wise to get training. and i think now is the time in my life to do that when i dont have any obligations. so who knows, we will see where the Lord ends up calling me for the initial first step. all i know is that the first 3 possibilities make me extremely excited and i cant think of anything else i would want to do with my life! as of today i'm leaning towards Bethel, but you know.

God is good. and faithful. and he is my guide, my shepherd.
I am following Him. no matter what.
goodbye American Dream...hello God of the Universe and Your destiny for my life.

i love and miss you all SO much! geeze.